ust recently, a heavy cloud has hung over me, the weight of my responsibilities pressing down with a relentless force. As I mentioned before...

It's been a few months since I did a post and there's good reason...

I'm so tired. I've been struggling recently, both physically and mentally.

Time is a commodity I don't have loads of at the moment. When I do get a precious moment I am so tired I don't feel like doing an...

As a parent of older children, well an adult and a teenager, I've seen many of the parenting tasks end. Last Thursday I saw another o...

I've been asked many times during my so called recovery if I have had thoughts of 'hurting myself', the answer has always been...

It's been a long while since I blogged. I wrote posts but never got around to putting them up. It's been hard to sometimes cope, ...

I was going to review last year, but I'm thinking 'what's the point?' since 2012 was such a horrendous year for my family...

No matter what I do something comes along to kick me down again. Why the fuck do I bother? My head hurts, my chest and heart feels heavy. ...

Today I returned to the doctor to talk about my how I'm coping with things. It was a different doctor although I was glad she was a f...

Harley returned home today following a long mediation involving my parents. I'm not about to kid myself that the next few weeks are g...

I haven't visited a doctor for years for myself. It was a strange experience to go today and lay it all out, my problems and fears, t...

It's been a week since my daughter walked out of the door. It's been indescribable, I haven't worked, I have barely slept and...

Tomorrow it will have been a week since my eldest daughter stormed out of the house following an argument regarding the company she has b...

Not sure what is happening. My parents are taking it really slow which in turn makes the whole situation more difficult for us. I don...

We are still not a family. My heart lays heavy with the pain of our separation. I had a long conversation with my dad last night on the p...

I thought things were too good to be true. On Saturday the walls of my life started to crumble. My eldest daughter walked out of our hous...

February was probably the most stressful month I think I've been through. Family issues have pushed me to the edge. Add to that work str...

I'm in such a mess at the moment, I usually cope pretty well with anything that life throws at me but at this moment in time I just can...