ork is a topic I usually steer clear of here, largely due to the strict social media policies that govern my professional life. However, it’s such a significant part of my day-to-day that I’ve been looking for ways to share my experiences—suitably sanitised, of course—to keep the powers that be in the ivory tower happy.
I’ve always enjoyed what I do, but lately, office politics have cast a long shadow over everything. My philosophy has always been to stay as long as I’m enjoying the role, but I’ll be honest: I’m finding it harder to leave the stress at the office door. If I’m being candid, options feel a little more limited at my age, and that sense of being "trapped" only makes the current atmosphere more suffocating.
We could be facing a potential reorganisation. It’s not because the team is underperforming; it feels like change for change’s sake—or perhaps a line manager wanting to flex their influence. It is incredibly unsettling to have a settled, successful routine thrown into chaos for no discernable reason. I’ve spent years building a rhythm with a brilliant colleague; we are a proven team. Now, I’m training a new starter with the looming threat that this will be my new permanent partner.
It’s not about the new person—it’s about the mental exhaustion of unnecessary disruption. At this point in my career, I’ve earned the right to stability. If this manager insists on fixing what isn't broken, I may have to look elsewhere for my own peace of mind. My work partner is already eyeing the exit, and frankly, the thought of losing that support system is the heaviest weight of all. Change is fine when it’s constructive, but right now, it just feels like a burden.
On a brighter note, I’ve had a much-needed distraction from office politics recently. Last weekend, we celebrated my mother-in-law’s milestone birthday. If I’m honest, I’ve never been a huge fan of family parties—which is probably why I’ve always conveniently managed to be away for my own milestones! Still, the main thing is that she had a wonderful time and made some fantastic memories.
If you appreciate the stark resilience of northern life—and the persistence it takes to stand your ground when things aren't broken—you'll find those same echoes in my webcomic, Northman. While I’m navigating the shifting sands of office reorganisations and the "ivory tower," my characters are facing far more predictable (if more dangerous) foes across the rugged landscapes of Jorvikshire. Sometimes, the treacherous terrain of a fantasy world feels more straightforward than the politics of the workplace.
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Sorry to hear that work is a bummer these days. I hope things improve!
ReplyDeleteIt goes in cycles, at some point it'll be great again.
DeleteHello - just found your blog and this post really resonated
ReplyDeleteI “retired “ at 53 -can’t really call it retirement if you are unwaged and with no pension - knowing that I would have no regrets . I left a toxic workplace where I routinely worked 60 hours plus a week - my contract was for 21 hours . It broke me
My husband - a little older , better paid, urged me to leave , and then took early retirement himself . I am so glad we made that decision . Tony died in 2023 from cancer , having been diagnosed in November 2021- we were told he should expect five years - he got 16 months. And of course was not at statutory retirement age
The point of sharing this is to say we none of us know what is round the corner . You are right that as a worker you deserve better , particularly as all you are asking for is more of the same . You strike me a someone who will not struggle to find another paid role .
Life is short -
Siobhan
Thank you for reading my blog and for sharing your story, I'm so sorry for your loss. It's not the job I have issue with it's the politics of those above me. I'm hopefully in my last 10 years at work and as the main/only breadwinner I'm in a position where I can't take big risks but having said that I'm not beyond transferring to another team or department if the need arises. I'm hoping this is just a bad patch and good times are ahead.
DeleteHope to converse again soon, thanks for commenting - means a lot.
I am so sorry to hear that work is a pain for you. I remember days like that and I remember being so happy when I had good days! I hope things get better for you.
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